it's totally been a year since i submitted a deviation. it's been that long since i've done anything, i think. let me consider that... the last thing i did was the "for your health" painting thing that i started doing... that was my last journal entry also. i still wanna do it, i just can't.

you know what though, at least i started reading again a few months ago. i haven't done that in a really long time, so maybe art will come back to me next. maybe i could do something inspired by "flowers in the attic" haha... actually that would be pretty fucking awesome! and creepy. i'm getting scared now. poor dead little cory in the attic when the other kids at least thought he was buried.

maybe i would need to lost the internet for art to come back. it is just so much easier to sit around looking up fashion and thinking about stuff i want to do some fantasy day.